its funny how pathetic i sound in my past posts hahah,
that is the exact result of sharing the boredom.
and i'm quite shock that a someone commented that i should die.
hmm...interesting, i wonder if it is the result of jealousy of not being able to think as deep i can.haha
I have a very good news to share, i GOT 3 DISTINCTIONS and 3 A's for my recent exams, cool or wat.
and my GPA is now 3.958.
I'm indeed very very very very happy. But am very nervous, cause i have juz set myself a bloody standard that i have to keep up to meet in the coming examS yes, with a capital S.

today is my beloved's birthday and the upsetting part is i cant celebrate it with him cause i have to work, but on a positive note, i dont have much money now, so its impossible to make it a Great and memorable one.
we'd probably have to eat at the coffee shop, if was seriously considering to celebrate it today, what more on PRESENTS.

hmm. talking abt presents, something related to giving and receiving, as many know that i do plan of getting married at an early age, 23 probably, which is 4 years from now, insyaallah, i have done a slight homework, on location, hantaran and the works, i mean , time can really pass very very very fast, so by the time i graduate i'd have 2 years to do planning, which to me isnt enough AT ALL,
and i was looking at a having a dinner for probably 800 people at the orchid country club, but thats considering that its a one time thing, meaning only 1 side, and the finances from both sides combined, and i calculated the sum for the food and all to be around $48 000. 
 And i was looking at giving him  a louis vutton shoe, wallet and a cartier ring and a tagheur watch, which sums up to ard $10000. and the plus plus like make up,clothes, photography , and videography and all, i was thinking of another $10000. WHICH MEANS ON MY SIDE ALONES it adds up tooooooooooo 
$48000!

And thats IF my parents were willing to subsidize half, i would have to save up $24000 in 2 years,
 $1000 a month. which also means i'm dead.

maybe 800 people is just too much. i should juz cut it down to a 400. only important people whom i know, and not only meet during hari raya. SORRY MAKCIKs, i have no time for kecik hati.
 

 
hey, this post is all about money...
i have learnt  from my own family members that its hard to open up your own business,
indeed you'll get large returns however, the learning point is, NO MONEY NO TALK.
i'm sure everyone out there wants to live a luxurious life, who doesnt,
and we always say "even if you're rich, you'll still have problems"
and we say that to comfort ourselves for being sorry to ourselves that we are not born lucky or born into a rich family.
however, in wanting to be "rich" , we tend to forget what we already have.
the food on the table all these while, the home we already live in, 
in simple terms,its called greed.

Who doesnt want to be comfortable, in a nicely furnished home, and a car, and being able to buy whatever you feel like buying during your PMS periods.
i want it.
and i conclude that, no matter how much i want it, no matter how much i need it.
if i dont have the money, then either work for it or juz dream for it.
no such thing as, getting a loan, paying installments,or what ever easy way out there is.
"pakai dulu bayar kemudian" -"use first pay later" scheme is not my forte.
TRUST ME, its not worth it.

it doesnt help also, being married into a rich family.

i've put my mind to it, i want to work for someone, and i dont want to bear the burden of taking risks.
and the life i want, i need to work hard for it.
i'm definitely worried for my future.but i know for a fact, i dont want to have debts of any form.
no debts.
i want to live with what i have.
and all i can say is alhamdulillah.
 

 

"GGOOOOD MORRRNING MISSSSS AINONNNN!!!!?!?!?!!?!?!"

it was only recently that i felt so much pity for teachers.
they must be bloody patient and they must be very likeable.
orelse, thats it! through out your whole career as a teacher, it'd be screwed up.
it was an eye opener for me, on my first day, i was tested by all the students, from sec 1,2and 3 of all streams. they were probably testing the waters, but i was juz trying to keep calm through out the whole entire time.
so on the second day, i thought to myself, "if u cant beat them, join them" and partly due to the joy upon receiving my results, i felt so happy with everyone, and i knew they started to fall in lup with me,hahahahah, when they bombard me with the " cher! msn or friendster please???" and "cher! can take picture with me?"
but i'll definitely take some pics of them soon. 
they are actually darlings la, you juz need to get on their good side.

THE DESK OF THE TEACHER I'M RELIEFING WAS SOOOOOOOOO MESSY I TELL YOU!!!
of course, i couldnt stand it.
so  i cleared it.

 
HEY LOVELIES.
i have so much to say.


ok, i got the relief teaching job, am very excited abt it, like very.
yishun town secondary here i come!

ok so, umm...LOVE IS BACK IN THE AIR.
i am first going to upload a few photos i juz found on my phone, which i juz found

 

ok so after a huge fight with my mom, without even buka-ing, i left the house, to meet erwan and i was screaming and partly crying when i was talking to him on the phone, and i was so angry.
and the first thing i did when i met him was hug him for the next 5 minutes, didnt talk, just hugging tightly in silence,
and the next thing i knew he raised his hand and there it was, 5 stalks of daisies for me in his hands. 
he immediately brighten up my day.
as much as i said "y u waste money, flowers will die.."
i still appreciated it like mad.

             and so, i am back on cloud nine,
and he treated me  swensons, cause i did mentioned like, i dont know when, i wanted the caesar shredded chicken salad, and he couldnt treat me then, due to financial constrains.
and he is so sweet la.

the he feeling ask me,"do you know what are the meanings for the different colored roses?"
and i said, "i dont know la, but i got an email abt it"
so i asked him, "what are the meanings for the orange, yellow and red daisies? "
then(caution, some of you might puke)

and so he said.
orange:i love you
yellow:very much
red:forever and ever
AS IF!
whenever he says such things, i'll like smack his arm and say "APER JER!!!"
but then you know la, how can we girls resist melting and blushing a little.
to think, we've been together for almost 2 years,masyaallah , at that very moment, i felt as though i was on my 3rd date.

ok moving away from this, uhh. i'm going to the doctor's soon to get some medication for my sleep, its THAT BAD ok.



he is the 2nd from the right on the chair, i know, why the hell i am posting this   
but i felt so proud of him, like a mother proud of a child performing to a boy band song.
because i was looking at this "class photo" and i was wondering why the hell was he sitting down
,"feeling special" la i thought
then when i read the thing beside his name it said PTE ERWAN GUNAWAN BIN SUHERMAN ABU(COMPANY BEST)
then i was like CHEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY nt bad ah this boy.


POINT IS, i'm in love with bella luna by jason mraz, YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO IT, while walking somewhere,
you'll feel like, walking on air, and the sun is shinning perfectly on you ,and the wind would be soo nice, and you'll be swaying your head, and feel so in lup.
lalalalallllla...............
k bye.

     

i was bored so i ended up doing something fun.hah you should try it.




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